well, so my bff, liz, posted on fb that she had a blog on here - so i have to be all swf-ish and follow suit :)
lola's passed out on the couch, nick's working in the garage, i'm enjoying "me time". don't get too much of it lately. guess that's what happens when you stop being "me" and become "mommy".
been thinking lately of writing letters to lola in a journal or something so that later on, when she's grown, she can read them (if she wants) and see how much i love her and stuff - totally decided it today when i saw this really really pretty blank journal on amazon.com - it's called namaste print or something, but it's a really pretty paisley (oh yea) indian print in red, green, and gold. it's awesome. i need it. want it. gotta have it.
also think i need to find religion. ever since i had lola, i just feel like i need to have something spiritual to give to her - but i just can't lose myself in something like that, or i should say, i haven't found something that calls to me with such intensity that i allow myself to get lost in it. some people can lose themselves in christianity and that's awesome for them - some to hinduism - some to islam - and on and on, but i just haven't found that one. i know what i believe and i'm good with that. so... how to raise a child with a solid spiritual base with a set of such spiritually apathetic parents? aye, there's the rub. i'm sure we'll do ok. plenty of other parents did it. heck, i stopped going to church when my parents divorced (age 5), so i barely remember church, but i have some beliefs.
anyways.... baby's waking up. shit.
