time to be whiny. my birthday wasn't very good. well, i take that back. nick and i celebrated on saturday and that was fun. my actual birthday was on sunday and it was not fun. mom forgot to wish me a happy birthday until later and she wished it to me on facebook, nick felt bad, lola was cranky. dad and donna came to visit, which was cool, but i wasn't in a very happy mood, so i couldn't totally enjoy it. so yea, shitty birthday. whaa me.
i quit smoking again. been 4 days-ish.
gained 5lbs. getting back to ww b/c being fat sucks.
just not very happy lately.
i'm unhappy at my job, i'm overworked, i'm making mistakes b/c i'm overworked and that's not good, but they're about to make moves around here taking a worker from this location to the other which means there will be even more work to do - and i just don't think it's gonna turn out well. at least not for me. i'm looking for another job actively, but i'm so melancholy about it all.
i think i'm just having a depressed time. seriously. i have already cried today, i could do it again right now. i'm just not happy. everything feels wrong.