so all of our savings is gone. literally all of it. but really, it's ok. things are gonna go back to being really hard on us financially until the bankruptcy's done at the end of 2013, but it'll be ok. we'll buy less groceries and stuff, and maybe lose a little more weight, lol.
wishing some of the people i deal with at work wouldn't speak to me like i'm an idiot. please don't tell me how to use the search function on my computer. i understand how to use it. i know how to do more things on my computer than most people at my work would even begin to understand, let alone DO - so please do not "enlighten" me to the wonders of start/search - b/c i get it. i'm asking you where the info is b/c i do not have it. therefore no amount of "search" will find it - b/c it's not on my machine, nor is it in my file folder, so i am asking for the info from someone that should have it. ugh. that really pissed me off. i know it shouldn't, it's silly, but it did tick me off.
random thoughts - i want to be some sort of activist. like i drive by the planned parenthood and see the picketers, and i want to go help out planned parenthood if they need it. i read about this ridiculous amendment 26 on the ballot in MS and i'm flabbergasted and want to help rally people against it, i want to help people, i want to act. i don't know how.
i want to win the lottery.
i want to not have to work.
i want to move to europe somewhere. or china, really i'd love to live in china, but i dunno about the political atmosphere there. canada's really pretty. honestly i couldn't move that far away from my mom, but i still love the idea.
i want lola to be super happy forever.
i want these people to answer my questions so i can do my job!!!!