i'm ready for lola to not be sick. i know it's only been a couple days, but it can stop ANYtime now. i'm thankful that when she does get sick, it's nothing severe b/c i think i'd lose it. heck, when her fever hit 104 today, i freaked. when it went back down to 99, i cried with relief. i feel completely inept since i can't just hug her and make it better. i just want to be a good mom and keep her safe, but you can't protect against viruses unless you put 'em in a bubble - and that's not good parenting.
i have a terrible headache and i'm just attributing it to sinuses and allergies. the last thing i want is to get sick too. i have no pto, so every day i missed would be less money in our bank and that's something we cannot afford. heck, yesterday with lo was unpaid. i have like 2 hours, but i don't know if i'll be able to use it, we'll see on monday.
mom's gonna come watch lo on monday. she should be fine by then, but mom'll be here just to make sure she gets all the rest and love she needs since i know linda has her hands full with all the kids she keeps.
hoping tonight's SNL is funny.
that's really all.
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