we're getting a dog. next 6-8 weeks. a boy. 75% shih tzu, 25% yorkie. i wanna name him biscuit. haven't seen him yet. he was just born this weekend. i'm really excited. nick isn't. not at all. he could care less. actually i think he's a little hostile about it. lulu was put down over a year ago. maya was last june. neither was easy (it never is), but i think maya hit him hardest. but he's having a hard time moving on. no dog will ever take either of their places - but i love having a furry ball of cuteness around the house. we need one. lola wants one. so we're getting one. but his inability to at least feign happiness or at least not show any sort of hostility about it is kinda depressing me. like i seriously would like to cry right now just knowing that he doesn't give a shit, won't give a shit, and will probably never give a shit.